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Month: September 2020

Mourning an imaginary life

Mourning an Imaginary Life

by Katherine Harrington

Mourning an imaginary life, We dream dreams and make plans and chart a course for our future days and then the unexpected happens–the thing that changed it all, totally out of your control, a happenstance.

The repercussions follow us, nothing is as we had hoped or plan for. There is sadness and remorse and grief over dreams lost, shattered by the reality of what is. When we do not let go, when we hold on to what we hoped for, dreamed of, even expected, we find ourselves in a state of continuously mourning an imaginary life. It robs us of living in the today and enjoying nearly everything. Be brave, courageous and let go, there is so much beauty in your today that is waiting for you!

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”

Joshua 1:9

Then you will prosper if you are careful to observe the statutes and the rules that the LORD commanded Moses for Israel. Be strong and courageous. Fear not; do not be dismayed. With great pains I have provided for the house of the LORD 100,000 talents of gold, a million talents of silver, and bronze and iron beyond weighing, for there is so much of it; timber and stone, too, I have provided. To these you must add. You have an abundance of workmen: stonecutters, masons, carpenters, and all kinds of craftsmen without number, skilled in working gold, silver, bronze, and iron. Arise and work! The LORD be with you!”

1 Chronicles 22:13-16

Mourning an Imaginary Life

Miraculous Healing

Miraculous Healing

Miraculous Healing

I serve a miracle working God. I have seen many miracles, some from my own hands. Here’s a story about one of the most amazing miracles I’ve experienced in my family.

When my father died horribly of lung cancer, I was frustrated at the Lord for having done such a miracle and then him dying of another horrible disease. I began to inquire of the Lord about what this was all about.

I reflected back on all of the miracles I had ever heard of or had experienced and a pattern began to emerge. Every miracle I had ever seen, heard of, read about, the healed person was either an unbeliever or a baby Christian. (My Dad was a baby Christian at the time.)

Every person I knew of that was a seasoned Christian and contracted some mortal disease and prayed and sought God, then died of that mortal disease. Everyone would then look to God and say, “Why do you do this? Why do you do miracles for some and not for those who serve you?” This is the key.

The Story of Hezekiah

I spoke to a friend of mine about this and she pointed me to the story of King Hezekiah. Hezekiah had contracted a mortal illness and was dying. He cried out to the Lord and sought God’s help and sent for the prophet Isaiah. Isaiah came and basically said, “Put your affairs in order, you’re going to die.”

When he left, Hezekiah cried out to God and said, “I’ve been a good king.” (He was. One of the few.) “Please don’t let me die like this.”

God sent Isaiah back and said, “The Lord has heard your prayer and God is going to heal you.” He told him that the shadow outside his window would move backwards 20 degrees so that he would know that God was indeed going to heal him. It happened and he recovered from his illness.

After he recovered from his illness, he conceived Manasseh, who became the most wicked king Israel ever had. My friend said that this was because at the place in his life, King Hezekiah should have known how to pray to deal with his illness instead of asking God for a miracle.

So, the answer that I’ve come up with at this point of my life is this. God does miracles for unbelievers and baby Christians to show forth his love to them. As we mature in our walk with the Lord, God expects us to be able to hear his voice for our own situations and walk out our healing ourselves.

Miraculous Healing

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